You’ve lost your muchness, you used to be much muchier.
This has popped up several times over the last few days and I didn’t remember where it came from but it was sticking in a way that wasn’t letting me forget it.
The quote is from Alice in wonderland by Lewis Carroll and is said by the mad hatter to alice; it’s stuck with me because I don’t feel like myself. I’ve lost touch eith some of the things I enjoy, I either sleep or I can go for 30-75 hours without sleep, and I’m just not happy with who I am and how it all feels in my head. That being said, I’m doing fine, I’m just not the happiest I’ve been.
Creativity is something I haven’t been doing as much however I’ve gotten more of the spark back as I’m concluding that I’m ok, I’ve reached out for some external assistance in some areas that I don’t know what to do with. So I’ve dug out some things that made me very happy and get me active as well; you will see some of the fruits from the labour as soon as I have to figure out how to connect my new tablet.
My plan for 2025 is to focus on working out why I’m not as happy, and getting to a point where I am content in all or most of the aspects of my life. I had a plan for this post and it’s kinda gone out the window so I’m going to end it here, I will see you soon with a new post.
Till Next Time,
Meg
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