I had a busy weekend. Its been alot of twists and turns, some extra hours at work i wasnt expecting and a little bit of quiet between. I had a breakdown on saturday night and my place was not as organized as it could have been. I came home last night from my shift and found my apartment tidied up and a few other things that have been put off because it was not in my cards for those days.
Wayne (Bless him) did a bunch of tidying up, picked up groceries and aired out my apartment while i was at work. I had a rough weekend with a lot of chaos between work and trying to get out of work mode. He made some delicious chicken curry, with garlic naan and rice, and had a little bit of fries ready for a tiding over snack. It was a relaxing night and Im very greatful to have him in my life and Beef was ready to cuddle and give kisses (hes a lovely dog). Im sitting at my Kitchen island drinking a decafe maple chia latte writing this and im looking forward to living with them both soon. It’s been an interesting year to date and im finding my steps and my support system is stronger, im starting to feel better and more lively.
Therapy has done wonders for my PTSD, and its been indirectly helping with my anxiety and self worth. My body has decided this year is a year of chaos, I’m getting a xray/ultrasound soon that will hopefullly clear up some confusion and give more of an idea whats going on. I feel like im living life more then just floating by seeing others live.
Beef has been getting very cuddly and i enjoying our morning cuddles. Hes not a super cuddly dog and he loves to cuddle with us in the morning, before bed and randomly when hes at my place; he wasalmost using my pillow the other day while sleeping and it was the cutest thing ive seen in so long. Knowing he is comfortable and relaxed in my space is something im quite impressed and feel honered by.
They are one of the things making my year, besides the good people by my side, memories created and unnecessary things let go of. Im part of a friends of the library group, helping fundraise for the library to support its running and kids programing. Ive started golfing, belly dancing and was introduced to Brandon Sanderson which has been a lovey surprise. Im expanding on my gaming trying new games, and new foods; im enjoying so many more things then i thought id enjoy.
Im not sure how to end this so i hope you have a lovely day and i will see you soon with a new post!
Till Next Time,
Meg
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