Ive been making a plan for changing my way im going for a good little bit; life being what it is has rushed part of the plan, so im MacGyvering the plan as I figure it out; it’s far from being complete, but it’s somewhat solid.
It’s not a bad thing, it’s probably a good thing for me, but it was wrapped in a conflicting feeling that im still processing. The processing is why I haven’t been doing much writing as im giving my brain a break so I can come back to the writing and everything else with a fresh view and clearer thoughts. The emotions and thoughts im processing arent negative, more what im going to do, where I want to go and what is within my control for the day and focusing on that. I plan on making some more lighter-hearted posts; I plan on getting two posts a week or maybe three when the words start flowing again.
Mentally ive been doing good for the last three months; usually in December/January, im in more of a slump, but it didn’t hit as hard as it usually would and im quite happy with how ive been mentally. Emotionally ive taken a bit of a hit, and thats been interesting; I can’t say it’s something id like to know but im better off knowing what was said now than never finding out or finding out from the gossip’s looking for tea. Physically I feel freer than I have since 2020, which I find interesting and im processing the differences in then and now to make sense of it.
I had some little adventures that id like to write and share as long as the words cooperate with me. I hope you’re having a lovely week, staying safe and enjoying yourself!
Till Next Time,