Christmas isn’t my favourite time of the year, the past few years have been easier for me but I still find myself becoming quieter, more emotional and more prone to wanting to move to a secluded cottage by the sea and hide from everyone.
Now I know part of why this happens is because it brings memories up from when I was younger and some of them aren’t the happiest, that being said it wasn’t bad I just remember my parents finding the balance between the two houses. It’s gotten better in the last few years and im not as emotional and stressed on the day of as much, I’ve been working on dealing with the emotions that will come along and it’s more level than what it was previously.
I still have more of an urge to cry randomly closer to Christmas, but my moods are more stable and it’s something im quite proud of the growth I’ve gone through. I’ll be working on myself till .. well I plan to always work on myself until I can’t, im told we are changing continuously and I hope to get more seasoned and to a more stable and balanced me.
This feels like it’s going down a bit of a dark path so im going to be off for the day. Before I go do you have a holiday tradition or are you starting a new tradition this year?
I hope you’re having a wonderful day and staying safe!
Till Next Time,